my dining hall has decided that they will forget me, get this, for the last three days, what I have been able to eat is potatoes, peas, this nasty pasta that tasted like I was eating straight out of the spice bin, and thats it, I fear that the dizzy spells will return, and I will have to take actions again. oh and the organic store isn't hiring, but I am on there files so I'm excited. Oh little side note, not related to veganism at all, but I may have to smack this girl I know, she has offically gotten on my nerves which, just so you know, is a very hard thing to do, but yea. so ah her name is heather, and she's from this little town on the border of canada, where the population is like 1000, maybe 2000, and the type of town where I would not have been tolerated, which I understand, I'm not accepted by a fair few here either, what with the rainbow hair and all. so she has told me about home, and thats where she's from, up there she had like the 1 gay guy there as a friend, or at least so she says. The reason why I say this is because that when my now ex-boy friend and I would kiss, she would be visably uncomfortable, and had to leave the room. but I was ok with that, not everyone can take seeing us guys kissing. so thats the back story, now the other day, she said she had a joke for me, and said ok, she says you might take offence to this cause its a gay joke, but I was like it's ok. I hard to offend. so she starts, "4 fags" that about hows far before she stopped, she wouldn't tell me the rest of the joke, later that day, she finally told me the rest of it, in a larger group of friend, one who is also gay, but very quite about the fact that he's bi, so she finally tells it, "4 fags are sitting in a hot tub, and a condom floats one asks 'who farted" and that the joke. now I have heard it before, it's about as old as I am.but this is the first time I've been offended by it. now she talks to me differently then she did, and in the kitchen she seems to value me less, she seems to not hear me speak alot. then to top it all off, there was today, in class we were making a pate en crute. It's forcemeat inside of a crust, anyways, so my chef was demoing how to make the product, and he made comment about pastry chefs must have a limp wrist, cause in order to brush the pastry best, alittle bit of force is best, and she makes a comment "so that's why 90% of pastry chefs are queer" so yea, I gonna have to smack her, in my mind. I'm not in to violence.